jojo

Regret

Maybe I should just kill myself now so I can be stress free

Life ain't doing me no good 

I can't be who I wanna be

Trying to be normal in public and act like everything all cool

My mind going crazy 

I don't know if I'm going back to school

Time moving fast and I'm getting left behind

Right now I can't tell where I'm going because its too dark to see the signs

It's a beautiful day outside and I refuse to leave my bed

Feeling real depressed, so much going through my head

Regretting a lot words that shouldn't have been said.

Eventhough I'm alive, sometimes I think I'm already dead.

Comments8

  • Damaged Soul/Kindred Spirit

    Let me tell you something JoJo. First, the people that love you will be absolutely crushed if you just check out. My beloved Michelle passed away in August from kidney disease , and I am still crushed. Read my poetry. Most of it was written a thousand tears per page. If I can deal with that, you can deal with living as well. She knew how I felt so she made me promise not to check out after she left this life. That is the most difficult promise I've ever tried to keep. But I will keep it cuz I love her more than my own life. 2nd, What the hell am I supposed to do with my time if you are not here writing poems for me to read? Man, you have a great gift that so few have. You have a talent and a passion for writing and you're damn good at it. Know why? Because I feel your pain. Your writing makes me FEEL IT! That makes it a work of art, not just a poem. It comes from your heart, and most people dont have the guts to spill their heart like you do.. You keep your chin up, and keep fighting, chase those demons back into the deep dark night! Keep writing please! Its not a cure, but it's damn good therapy. I will be waiting to read your next poem. Tomorrow, In fact I insist on it okay? Come on man, if I can do it, you can..

    ;‚óŹ)

    (yeah my smiley faces have noses, how else are they supposed to breathe?)

  • OUTBACK

    DEATH* BUT ENDS *THE EXPLORATIONAL*- EXPRESSION* - OF (LIFE)* = ( ONESELF )* ! IT ENDS* [ NOTHING ELSE ]* = [ LIFE ] ! [ LIFE ]* WILL CONTINUE ON* - IN IT'S OWN INEVITABLE* INTRINSIC* WAY* ! JUST SO !

  • OUTBACK

    BE [ YOURSELF ]* NEVER MIND ABOUT THE ( DISEASE )* CALLED { SOCIETY & AUTHORITY }* !

  • Damaged Soul/Kindred Spirit

    Please read the poem I just wrote for you today.

  • Discreat

    ...You're preaching to the choir. At least you're not alone.

  • Gary Edward Geraci

    These other poets here are speaking the truth; come join us jojo. You need some meds too? To fight the depression? I'm no doc but I've certainly seen a few and I couldn't live without certain medications to get through the rough spots. I'm pulling for you...

  • Goldfinch60

    That 'beautiful day outside' is waiting for you, go out into it and give is a try you will be surprised how good it feels.

  • Jeff

    Very nicely written.....i have spent my entire life in this state.....great write



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