Free

I am in pain

I feel insane

I pray

Cause I fear

That I cannot handle the pain

And one day I will cut my wrists

And it will be to late

While the blood is dripping

I will be singing

Cause I don’t have to face it anymore

The devil that haunts me

And I don’t need to thrive

To fight against the pain

They say

You smile

But can you see the pain in my eyes

All those smiles are based on lies

I cut all ties

Ties that are tangled to the thrones of my heart

I am conflicted as you can see

I am in pain

I am not free

I wish I was free but lately I feel like everything and everyone is testing me

I am tired of uncertianity

When does the pain ever stop cause I cannot do this anymore

So shall I set myself free ?