Sneaky link

You are the mounting that I couldn’t climb.

I looked you up and down

Pondering the reason I lived for you

Wanting to see you be a king

I buried my heart into your life knowing that I would probably get it stomped to the ground

But I believed in you

As the fly believes that it wouldn’t die by the light.

Your aura so alluring and consuming

Tempted the best in someone to turn cold and callous

Beneath the love down the heart cavities

Next to the soul corned in the back

A scared little child.

I’m sorry the world broke you

I’m sorry I couldn’t love you in the dark

I’m sorry you felt the need hide me

I’m sorry you kept a lie

 

But I am not you

a coward in the night

A candle light gasping for air wanting something or someone to love on

By grabbing it by the neck

Applying that pressure

Wanting it to stay

Needing it to stay

I am not prey

I am away

Far from the guns loaded with bullets

Of self hate

Behind a gate that will keep me safe

Not bars

Wanting to see me in the grave

 

But to you sneaky link

You know who you are

And you my my scars

To you I wish you the best

And one day you are able to come to terms of who you are

Be the royalty you so desperately need inside