To The Above

I am not someone who has a crush 
My heart is full of love for you, I will not wait 
until I sit next to you in heaven, but there is a rush 
I know that you’re always waiting at heaven’s gate

In heaven you’re preparing for our love to start again 
My love it has been hard and lonely in this life 
I miss you, don’t you hear it inside my cry full of pure pain!
It won’t take me a lot to end my suffering with a sharp knife 

I miss your sweet smile and your beautiful love 
I am so ready for us to meet again in the holy strange
I remember that day when you went to the above 
We will meet again in heaven. My dear, soon we will be in each other’s range.

I bet you’re snuggling up with a cloud. In the soft warm sunshine 
Smiling down at me, please let me go to god’s land 
I will be yours and you will be mine 
forever and always. We will be together forever, hand in hand 

Let me take a sharp knife to my pale wrist
I shall beg god for his forgiveness 
I don’t want some kind of a blessing from a priest 
My angel is all I want, to do is bathe in your selfless loveliness 

I love you and I will always be here, at your loving side 
In the soft embrace of your love 
You are my angel, I will always will be pouring out with pride 
Since I am with you. I am alright to be in the holy above