Mixed Emotions

Night to night and year to year I Lie awake watching you sleep

I turn on the light and shed a tear knowing love is fake I silently weep

The sound of your heartbeat the rise of your chest

I lie awake wondering while you are at rest

I dream of you as I'm awake and all I think of was my heart was yours to take

Through thick and thin through past loves lost

I happily grin as you invade my thoughts

In the back of my mind way down deep love was blind and old memories sleep

My head has cleared my mind gone blank

And for this I have you to thank

The sun begins to rise on another miserable day

You begin to open your eyes I just wish you'd go away

I really do love you I'm tired of lying

I wish I could hold you but I feel like dying

I get alittle sleepy I kiss you on the cheek I turn out the lights and I go to sleep