I'm here , but it feels like I'm gone

Im here , but it still feels like I'm gone
I mean it's been so long
Can people change
Because of range
Distant shouldn't matter
Because it's only true love
That should shatter
But friendships
Should always matter
I beat up myself like batter
But of course
Why should that matter
You act like u care
But u just sit and stare
Waiting for the move
That shows u don't care
So should I move on
To prove I'm strong
In the outcome
Will I always be wrong ?
But I stay anyways
To prove that somethings there
Along the way , will they even care
I spend so much time worrying about u
But all your worried about
Is something that can't come close
To loving you
So I stay here in pain
Wondering if it will ever work
So just take me now
Cuz I'm in a world of hurt ....