SHE thinks

She gets sad 

she's lying in bed

eyes close 

music playing 

the sandman escaped her 

so lonely 

she closes herself in 

she is shy you see 

feels unrelatable 

but she knows it's an irrational thought

she is full of them 

from time to time 

She wants to connect hearts with someone

that will want to keep her 

everyone has someone 

boyfriend,girlfriend,husband,wife, flirty fling thing

she feels she has nobody special 

it's all she wants and needs 

she's shy 

she isn't going to find him 

she needs out 

she thinks nobody will understand

she hides

she doubts

she tries not too

it just comes back

maybe he is shy too

she waits to be seeked

loses hope thinking she cannot be found

while hiding

stand tall even holding the wall

breath deep as long as you do anything 

get out of bed

stay focused

she gets distracted 

keeping people happy 

she wants to be a princess as she feels she is

not literal 

it's a happy thought

she has 

she thinks her thoughts quietly

they are constant 

she feels relief writing it out

like this 

now she can be relaxed 

escape into a fiction world 

like a reset 

before she sleeps she thinks