The Delusional Experience

[Intro]

Under incredible fear, I puff the pipe, blow it into the wind, as the day turns into night.

Feeling calm though, medication continue to work well "I don't know." Take the insane bet, young for a game of this roulette.

Brain to body, relax, feal n' heal. Is this medication, is what I hope real. Take bigger rips, take into consideration the risk.

raise my meds, aware of the all the other dimensions. Start to Lose track of time, on the verge of losing my mind.

Next thing I know, the end of the intro. people began to analyze me, wonder about me intuitively....

[Beginning]

my heart is burning, thoughts unclear. higher I get, voices, visions soon reappear.

the audible whisper, move mysterious, brace for a disaster. Staring out the window. Me, whatever, put the cigarette out like a decaf cup of joe.

[Situation]

I got the notion, I can take on intense fear, so I approach him, and began a four month long nightmare.

Face to face, hovering cross legged in a skeletal sphere, all I was trained not to attempt, was thrown out the window it would appear.

Feeling a stab as a knight, in a vivid battle in a past life, stockpiling my mind, true life emotion, too intense for me to describe.

A pictorial war on hell I threw, went completely affray. Antonyms, become synonyms. With weapons, now with a physical brain.

Perception change, different year n' day, some of the things I thought, in this dimension would never think nor say.

I left this earth, Saw worlds unbelievably perverse. Nothing I could do, just out of reach, just way too taboo.

I could even fly, went to heaven, no was not too high. My heart was a glow, so I gave it to God, as gift, so me he might know.

[Bridge]

The long war I went through, Can't write in my writers view. A holistic war, and the end for me was not to far.

[Second Situation]

The evil now I recall I drew, now that I have this enhanced view. Confuse upper gods, was taught just enough to understand the concept, n' cause.

I began to go, and than was threw, in the abyss to never live anew. Only fair, For eternity, for good I said "I'd die there."

Then a profit had come. Heal me Through vibrant thoughts, oh the vivid dreams I had of. Meds kick in, this is the beginning of an end.

[End]

In my thoughts of next, not exactly sure of what happened. God I just pray, in reality I don't ever again want to think, or feel that way.

As the war begins to end, I wake in a hospital bed. But back on earth analyzed. By Dr.s, nurses, with an evil eye.

A new battle appears, learning how to deal with peers. seeing death, life is hard to deal with, tend to isolate due to stress.

equality on earth, is looked as going to work. paranoia perceived as uncanniness, is there ever peace, n' rest.

Now I'm somewhat over it. Even 1/2 optimistic. But frightened by, again someday of losing my mind,

even frighten myself, I don't understand my mental health. But must now defend this, were basically viewed as pests,

whatever you persist, ohh the horror movie exists. The psychology of your mind, is actually a contorted synonym of mine.

[Conclusion]

Saying goodbye. As us, the ill we'll drink the last line, it's a type of wine, normal people can't even buy.

and oh it's so Devine. Oh my oh my, unusual high. An overdose wouldn't even qualify.

So there you go, and as all of you may now know, all I have ever learned, has come back into the window.

And here is the last sentence in this song of mine, and so now here is the last line.

Gods true Love!

Na, Na, Na, Na......

Inspired by Bryan Ferry "Slave to love"