At night I cry, and ask myself, "Why?"
I just wanna move on and live my life.
The memories we have are constantly on my mind,
but it hurts so much that I can't call you mine.
I don't need you, but oh God I want you.
I still love you, but I don't want to.
Baby can't you see...
how much pain you're causing me?
I'm tired of these emotions, I just wanna be free.
You said you were different, but you're just like the rest.
Ever since you left I've become a fucking mess.
You treated me like I was one of your toys,
sharing me around with all of your boys.
I gave you my love and all of my affection,
but you gave me back your lust and rejection.