alisha.ldn

Despair.

At night I cry, and ask myself, "Why?"

I just wanna move on and live my life.

The memories we have are constantly on my mind,

but it hurts so much that I can't call you mine.

I don't need you, but oh God I want you.

I still love you, but I don't want to.

Baby can't you see...

how much pain you're causing me?

I'm tired of these emotions, I just wanna be free.

You said you were different, but you're just like the rest.

Ever since you left I've become a fucking mess.

You treated me like I was one of your toys,

sharing me around with all of your boys.

I gave you my love and all of my affection,

but you gave me back your lust and rejection.

Comments4

  • aksawyer

    You are very talented

    • alisha.ldn

      Thank you so much x

    • Damaged Soul

      I am sorry you've dealt with such, but the poetry definitely is great stuff

    • Goldfinch60

      Such a shame to be treated this way in your life. The future will be different and there will be somebody out there who loves and respects you. Good emotive write.

      • alisha.ldn

        Thank you so much,
        I hope so.

      • Aals

        I FEEL YOU OMG. This is sounds like it could be a song. It's so beautiful and flowy i love it. write on ❤︎

        • alisha.ldn

          Thank you lovely x



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