what does the world have in store?

The inside of your own mind is the scariest place to be

You hear all of these voices thinking to yourself which one is me

Am I crazy insane or just plain sad

It's my own thoughts 

How can I be mad

Not sure exactly what to do anymore 

Everything has me so unsure 

Do I go off into the world and live my life 

Stay here where everything is familiar

It's so hard to decide 

When all these thoughts are running through my mind

I want to be left alone

Make everyone think I have no emotions

Make everyone think I'm grown

I want to be the little girl I used to be 

Happy lucky and free 

Now I'm older and the real world for what it is 

A cold lonely place 

That no ones gonna miss 

I guess getting a little too far into my own mind 

I'd rather be dumb and blind 

I'm done trying to figure it all out 

Done trying to figure what I'm all about 

So I'm just gonna let fate take its course 

Any thing that happens happens 

Maybe my future will open up some unexpected doors