Mercy

i hadn't ate in a week

i was weak. 

i took the drink it went straight to my heart

i fell apart 

 

i told use my insecurities. my fears

i wish use hadn't listened. just blocked your ears

my head was spinning

my demons were winning

 

i wanted to die 

to lie there and cry

i crawled through the grass

past the broken glass

 

i didn't know what was going on 

why cant i just fucking be gone 

use were so twisted 

i just lay there and existed 

 

i climbed on the wall

i wanted to fall

i looked into your eyes and i seen stars

pushed you away. putting myself behind bars

 

the pain i feel

i want to squeal 

everything you said was lies

let me hang out with the other guys 

 

i promised to never let you down

maybe that's why i didn't let myself drown

id do anything for you 

everything i say its always fucking true

 

in my head im really confused

my ribs my back my heart there all beaten and bruised 

i just want to lie here

make everything i feel just disappear 

 

im a broken fairy tale 

for no matter how much i fail

i cant help but not give up

i always push back to get on top

 

everyone hurts me. so hit me hard

you knocked me down you took my guard

but ill take all the hits 

because i now your worth it

 

so just do it finish me now 

look its easy ill show you how

hit my heart and watch it break!

don't worry you wont feel the ache

 

enough. no more controversy 

do it! for people have no mercy