"Why Me!?! Why!"

"Why Me? Why!"

 Apathy Lethargy Procrastination
 A Lack Of Motivation A Lack of Will
 Mentally Emotionally Physically Ill

 Existing Not Living
 A Walking Dead Man Though Alive
 One of The Hardest Journeys I Still Have Yet To Survive

 A Broken Heart and Broken Dreams
 A Heart That In Pain Just Screams And Screams

 An Estranged Father
 Black Sheep of The Family

 A Loner at Heart
 Once...Enjoying My Own Company

 But This Man I Live With Now...
 ...I Do Not Know!

 A Life Without Purpose
 With Nothing To Show
 Such A Man Would Be Hard To Live With
 Such A Man One Does Not Wish To Know

 To Live With Someone You Once Loved
 But Now Dislike
 Who You Cannot Leave

 Trapped In A Prison Of Your Own Creation
 No Parole No Early Release
 Not Until You Have Done Your Time
 Can Your Heart Once Again Be Free To Shine

 All The Time You Know THE TRUTH and Yet Live A Lie
 You Are Not Free To Have Self-Pity
 And Ask: "Why Me?" "Why? Why! Why?"
 No Sympathy!