Turn back time

If I could turn back time, I wouldn't  if I could,

Though some things would be better if I would, 

I live without regrets, knowing I am being lead,

If going on my own whims, I would honestly be dead,

I would have ended it all, but I listened to a powerful voice,

He gave me purpose and gave me a choice,

I could stay where I was and keep moving as I was,

Or I could follow God and trust in His cause,

I have led many to Christ since on this endeavor,

Would I turn my back on my Lord, never,

I lost something I love more than life itself,

But to show my dedication to the Lord , it couldn't be helped,

I look back at how,

I could have gone so long without fully trusting in God, but look at me now,

Some will never understand why I did what I had done,

But my life was at stake, and now I have truly won!