Thanks, and things are going well. I graduated a week ago and now I'm looking for a job. How are things with you?

Wow am amazed 😀 am happy for you and I hope u find a job that u like 🙂 so what do u want to be?!!

Well am still in high school coz I have one more year to go 🙂 and can't wait to finish the boring school 🙂

I'm a teen too, what kind of help did you need?

I want to be your friend first of all... and then I want your comments and your views on my poetry... so please help me out...!

Everything is good with me. I'm happy, sort of, and am doing well. How are things with you?

Am fine . Yah it's been so long since you have published a peom how was everything what were u doing ?!!! I guess u r better now I bet 🙂

Things are okay at the moment. I can't really complain but it's hard not to sometimes. I wasn't really doing anything for the past few months. I really like this girl though. She's moving away from me though so that's gonna be really hard. Sometimes I wish that that one poem I made was real. That poem I named, "Poetry Land". But life isn't that easy. So I guess I'm a little better than from the last time we talked. It's always good to hear that you are doing fine. How is school?

Ooh so u might be falling in love lucky you 🙂 you if it isnot personal to ask why would that girl go away did u tell her u like her ?!! I guess that may change everything 🙂 I am happy u feel good now . Well as for me am doing fine at school but have my exams In January wish me luck I am really scared about it 🙂 by the way how is school?!! Is that girl u like in the same school ?!! 🙂 you know what don't be sad about it just make sure that you really enjoyed ur time and even if u like a girl and it was from one side I guess it is fine and u should always remember those moments 🙂 can't wait to hear ur reply:)

Yeah I told her I love her and she told me she loves me too 🙂 Thanx Lulu. I will enjoy the moments we had together. She's not in my same school but she is still moving to another state. School sucks really bad and I can't wait till I'm done with it. Good luck on your exams. I'm sure you'll do great 🙂

Thanks .. Me too I just wanna finish school as soon as possible .. Is there any plans for Christmas ?!!! 🙂

I don't know... I may just stay home this christmas. It'll be my first christmas back home since I got back from the grouphome. I'm gonna ask that jolly old fat man for a million dollars... no a billion dollars and if he doesn't deliver then me and him got problems. I guess if he for some reason thinks that I don't deserve a bliion dollars than all I want for christmas is to see that girl I was telling you about. What are your christmas plans?

Oooooooh that's so cute to see her 🙁 I am gonna cry 🙁
Well about me I guess me too the same at home but I have billions of homeworks to do and I have to read a book and might go shopping 🙂 however it is going to be all about school 🙂

Hi lulu,
Everything is going okay. hbu? School is long and restless while I live in poetry land. So whats up?

Looool I love this phrase ( poetry land ) 🙂 well me too I have too many exams and homeworks too in fact I have a statistics exam tomorrow.. :/ wish me luck 🙂 btw nice pic 🙂 it's better than the previous one 😛

not much... whats up with u?

Well I just finished a whole day shopping trip 😛 & tomorrow I have a school trip to Hamlet's play you?!!:)

i just got back from church and wrote some poems... is hamlet shakespear?

Yah for shakespear...anything new about school ..anything else
So what do u do at church?!!

i am writing a poetry book 4 my senior project and it is going well... been makin good friends and actually enjoying life 4 a change... hbu?

That's good for you..have fun every sec there:) well am also having new friends at school& actually there is someone there who looks like u 🙂

really? thats cool... is he nice?

Well yah I guess 🙂 I didn't really talk to him.. What about you any new friends at school?!!

some... yeah. i just went over 2 a friend from school's house yesterday. we wrote poetry the whole time. i wrote one about my Ipod. my grades are stayin up 2 which is good. idk if i'm on a mood swing or what but i feel really good 2day. how have u been feeling?

Well I am feeling good .. But am so bored of this life sometimes with no reason or coz the same daily routine ..well tell me how was ur B-Day?!!! Am exited to know about it 🙂

i spent it in a hospitol but got out on that day so i guess it was alright. can't really complain. i turned seventeen so that means something i guess. my great grandma isn't doing so well though... im worried about her.

Ooh.. Why isnot she doing well?!! Hope she will be ok soon:)
So how r doing at the hospital do u need to go there anymore ?!! Hope u don't 🙂

i am done with the hospitols. 🙂 but i really worry 4 my great gma. she's getting old and she has emphasima. not good 🙁 i'm sure the time will come soon 4 her 2 pass but i hope she goes peacefully...but there is still hope 4 her. i hope. :/

That good for u ..& hope the same for ur grandma ...well don't forget something to just treat ur grandparents very well & tell them u always love them coz after years & years u would like them to come back just to tell them that 🙁

yeah... i will. hey i gtg. it was nice tslking 2 u. havent talked in a while. i have 2 go help my dad at his work 🙂 its pretty fun. but i'll talk 2 you later. remember ur the greatest!

Thanks rob nice talking to u.. Yah and u r THE BEST 😀
Have fun c ya 🙂

i was at school mostly. i wrote poetry most of the time and found out my cousins are having babies soon!

@school !!! when r u having the summer holiday? coz here summer holiday jusy began.... ooooooooooooh tha's so nice & cute 😀

im in the summer holliday but i have summer school

what is the summer school? can u tell ? 🙂

its where you go to school on summer break. some kids dont have to go and enjoy their summer break. but i have to go

im glad u enjoyed ur birthday

that's cool have fun everyday ... thanks alot 😀

so tell me do u have any movie that ur gonna go & watch it soon !!??

yeah, "the book of eli" 🙂 what about u

sorry i have not heard of this movie but yah yesterday i watched step up 3 & it was cool & i have alot more 2 see 😀 i have 2 movies for this year & 1 for the next year 😀

which ones?
🙂

The two parts of harry potter u may see that it's so silly & a very cute movie called despicable me vey nice one 😀

i saw them both and love them both despicable me is cute

especially the little girl we say in our language which means in english " that girl should be eaten alive" it just a joking thing ;):D
what about the harry potter movie is it in the USA in 2 parts!!!

yeah but it doesnt come out till november. i thought you meant the other harry potter movies but yeah it looks real good

yah i does 🙂

i might go see inception today but i dont know what to do today

what do u mean by inception?!! 🙂

me too i dont know what 2 do

its a movie.


i know it feels so blah today

oooooooooooooh yah u know my parents went & saw that movie i guess u will end up @ the end of the movie having unanswered questions but its cool & nice movie as they told me 🙂

can i trust in telling you something?

yah sure ...what is going on???

i think i might go back to the group home. i keep having problems. i think i might go back to the hospitols too. i dont want to.

ok but rob i dont know y r u going 2 the group house or the hospital can u tell me why please ???!!! & do u want 2 go or u have to go there?

i might have to go because i keep thinking about things. i just feel like i got to tell someone and i figured id tell you. please dont tell anyone. but i think about alot of things and it gets to me. i definately dont want to go back

ok thanks 4 thinking of me as the only person 2 tell about these things ... & what r the things that u think about & it gets to u
u mean by going back 2 the hospital?

suicide. i think about it all the time. i tried a few times in the past but i failed and i really feel strongly about this. i dont know what to do. i dont want to put my problems on u so tell me if this is too much to talk about

no it is not too much but why u think about suicide u r really young 2 think about it u still have ur life ..r these thought coz of ur parents .....then why u wanna end up life this way ?!!

no its just me. my parents are fine. i just need some help.. so... i might have to go to the hospitol.

ok then but what happend 2 u in the past made u think about suicide !!!! is it that being alone or having a few friends?

i don't know, its hard.
im quiet, i just dont feel like living when theres nothing to live for. all my friends i had when i left dont want to see me now that im back and the people i love most dont love me.
my dad called me insane in the past and i tried to kill myself on his birthday

oh god i dont know what 2 tell you i know it's really hard on you but also me too... i feel i dont have anything 2 live for but what shall i do i just cant end up me life this way ok but what about ur mum what is her opinio .. what does she say??

my mom loves me. thats something holding me back. you feel this way too?

yah i do but i just can do somethin to end up my life coz in our religion we cant that's y.....ok if u have ur mum that's good she loves you but does she tell you about geting these thought out of ur mind?!!!

yeah its hard to forget about things though. i think i should stop talking about this. what other things are you going to do today?

well as u like but if u need anything or someone to talk 2 anytime am sure i'll be there 🙂 well nothin just writing a poem & talking with my friends that's it & just wanna do somethin fun but i dont have any idea ... you?

writing. my mom needs me right now. ill talk 2 u later. thanx 4 talking 2 me. 🙂

ok c u later 😀

im glad you liked it, you deserve a good birthday:) enjoy

well thanks alot rob but i"ll try 2 write in english more 🙂 by the way can i know ur age coz i feel u r in the same age of mine 😀

I'll be 17 next month, what about you.

i'll be 16 after 5 days 😀

Happy late birthday 8)

looool thanks alot 😀

oops, i meant happy early birthday LOL. whatcha gonna do 4 your bday

loooool nothin just goonahave lunch with my family but sure out the house 😀 but am gonna pay 😛 ya really
what about you ..do u have any ideas about that day ?

im not doing anything 4 my Bday. what do you mean that you are gonna pay?

loooool am gonna pay for the lunch am gonna pay the bill coz am not having a birthday party soooo i'll pay... got me now!!??

like am having a birthday party but outside not @ home 🙂

yep yep. i can be slow sometimes. i hope ypu enjoy your birthday with your familly though. is there something you want to do?

thanks alot 😀 but what do u mean do somethin??? when ?? & where ???

i was just asking if you wanted 2 do something personally LOL. like did you want to do something special.
on my birday i kick it or go out and do something

looooooooooool nothin special just say it like what ??? what is special that u r gonna do in ur birthday go out & do what !!! i wanna know 🙂

come on i caaaaaaaaaaant wait just say .... 🙂

like chill with my friends, familly. go have some fun. thats cool that your spending it with your familly and friends though. i dont talk to my parents alot.

actually i would like 2 spend it with my friends i mean my girls 🙁 but i cant.... but do u mean ur living alone !! i would like 2 know more about you but that's all if u wanna say as u like 🙂

I still live with my parents. i hope to leave when i turn 18. id like to know more about you too, what do you want to know?

me 2 am still living with my parents but i dont hope 2 leave them 😀 coz we dont have this thing that u can leave ur house when u r 18 , but as u like what do u want 2 know also just ask 🙂

i have a question when u leave ur parents house where will you go ur gonna live with ur girl friend shall we say !?????

what do you like to do? what are your favorite things?

I dont have a girlfriend. I might live somewhere in california though.
what about you?

i loooooove 2 watch & dance ballet i love songs very much but i like english ones more than the arabic that's it oooooooh & cooking sometimes 😛 😀 you?!!!

am also dont have a boyfriend actually u will be surprised coz in our religion we cant have a boyfriend or a boy cant have a girlfriend
but how come u dont have a girlfriend coz what i know is like when u r 15 or older alittle bit you have 2 have a girlfriend

where r you !!!!!!!! 🙂

I love to cook! 🙂 i like to write, i like music, and i love sports. I wrestle, and play soccer. those are my sports. im kind of shy though.
Oh and i can have a girlfriend and all but some girls here can be kind of two-faced. they'll say one thing and do another. girls have cheated on me and lied so its hard to stay with a girl. not all girls are bad. some are nice. What religion are you?

yah oh god u made me sad alittle bit like u said there r some girls with the 2 faced thing aha well you tell me what do u think from which religion am i ?!!!!!!

i dont think your twofaced. i don't know what religion you are. . . uhm. . . are you christian or arabic

am not christian but also there is not somethin called arabic there is somethin called muslim what about you r u christian ?!!!!

my parents want me to be but im not christian. i dont know if there is a god or not.

so now what's ur religion ? u mean that u christians know that there is god but you believe that Jesus is the son of god right!?!!
but sure there is god coz we believe nto think we know that 4 sure there is god coz if there isnot god who made this whole world !!!!

its just hard to beleive some times. well for me it is. Christians beleive that Jesus is the son of God. i just dont know what to beleive though. im open to an idea of religion though.

aha that's good as a start 2 believe 🙂

soooo what do u want 2 talk about !????

whats your life like? if you dont mind me asking

no it's ok 🙂 what do u mean in which way ?!!!!

like what have you done in your life. the good times and the bad times

actually i had the best time ever last year with my friends @ school coz i knew friends i would never change them with anything & now am in the bad times thing i mean in the bad situation coz am in another counrty & i cant see them anymore only i can contact with them through the messenger :/ you ?!!!

i had to leave home to a lockdown facility and live in a grouphome for a while because i had some issues. i have problems with myself thats a little hard to talk about. the good times are me and my familly right now. so i am making good memories. what country did you move to?

am sorry that i made talk about these stuff but as u like if u dont wanna talk about it & i moved 2 the UK

you dont have to be sorry, im not offended. hows it in the UK

ok then ... actually it's cool here btw am not from the UK i mean i live here but it's not my country 🙂 hope u come here & visit u have never visited the UK ?!!!!

i have never been there before. where are you originally from?:)

am from Iraq 😀 🙂 r u surprised ?!!!!!

am i supposed to be 🙂 is it nice there too?

i dont know i mean coz you think fist of all she is muslim then she is from Iraq i dont know i just thought that way 🙂 i guess it's nice coz i never been there since am 5 years 🙂
i mean u dont have any problem with me being arabic girl that ur talking with !!!!!!

i dont have a problem with talking to you. your a great person to talk with. glad were friends.

oh god u made cry alittle bit yah am glad too 😀 🙂

what time is it in the USA ?!!! 🙂

right now it is 1:00 in the afternoon, what time is it there?

now it's 21:00 i mean it's 9 in the evening 🙂

btw who is ur favourite singer male or female pick one for each 🙂

LOL i have to go right now. i have to clean my house and go somewhere. thanks for talking with me. 🙂 i'll talk to you later

aha ok then talk 2 you later nice talking with you 😀

same here. 🙂

Hey again 🙂

Hi 🙂