Taken By The Pack

I need my wolves to pounce

I need to be ravaged

Bitten

Taken to the skies

Highs never end, the lows just seem to be waiting everywhere all over the ground

Soon, they won't be found just by glancing, for altitude shall forever prevail

I am not going to fail the expectant heat of the Summer again by being wanted but not taken

The gypsies and the whores are everywhere that I turn, thinking that they can gang up on me and have some kind of control

They have nothing, really...not even their own men

Their boomerangs have all been thrown and they await their return just so that they can try their luck by throwing them at me again

This show simply must go on...I won't let anything with a vagina ever get in my way

I have paid all my dues

I have played all of their games

And, in the process, I learned how to play with an entirely new set of rules which, of course, are practically my own..

They can see my diadem through the thinning veil now

Now, they are aware that it is me who wears the crown

They envision it having poison thorns

Like Christ, I am followed...hated....loved...marveled over by so many...and I act like I need more attention..

The things that I long for that I am without are all the things I really should never mention to another living soul

They cannot stand the goal-oriented ones who work with nothing else but their own light

Especially the ones who are natural creatures of the Night, like me..

A definite sight for sore eyes to see..

I long to be taken away by the pack..all the gorgeous boys that surround me just to make my heart go pitter-patter..

and, so their bitches wish that they could attack me somehow..

Eventually, all of their anguish wears off them and falls upon me and then I get stuck with burdens that I never asked for, much less ever dreamt of having..

I envision myself being taken by he pack and what they will do to me then stands as witness to my craving for surprises, and hot times between the sheets with beautiful men

I won already here and there and I will certainly win again..only, next time I will use my winnings wisely...next time really needs to come soon

So bored and dumbfounded, I don't know what I am supposed to do..

I just want to be taken into the shadows by the pack of boys who always, somehow get me through it all

The taken ones who always end up leaving their bitches at home when they find their chance to come chill with me

The  ones who flee from their snares, in search of something real

My time has finally come, I just know it..I can feel it so deep within my soul...

I will be taken by the pack to a place where I can be whole again....

July 23, 2018