Tears on paper

I repeat in my mind that to self I need not to lie, the truth has long been known.

Illusions became delusions and through everlasting confusion they won't let me go.

My heart's beat rhythm changes when I hear your voice, my blood's heat raises sharply as if it has no choice. I come undone...

You came into my life, uncovered the beauties of your heart, so powerless now making me a captive of your love.

When I kiss your lips, it remedies my aches, when I  touch your fair skin it assures me you're there, there with me in that moment, when only you and I matter, never wanting to let you go but stay like this forever. .. My love for you is sealed.

Come to me my baby, I'll take you by the hand, let's explore the life together just because we can.

I'll tell you all my secrets and you'll tell me yours, creating eternal memories beautiful like a summer solstice.

Do not fear my darling, you have got me sowed, just say I am the one to grow with you old.

But when I wake from this dream, I'm overcome with sadness, my love is not there for me, all is just a madness.

Why would he say he loved me, yet keep me at a distance? Why won't he just end it now and leave in an instant?

Deep like the roots of a walnut tree these doubts, awes and worries are, weakening one's core beliefs, is what he feels a real love?

Looking at the bright blue sky, I see many clouds. So untouchable, so elusive, that is how you truly are.

Illusions turned delusions I'm fast losing my hopes. Please release me from these shackles and just let me go.

Daisies, roses, daffodils have their petals and they live, they blossom in the sunshine and they spread their scent, swaying dancing, gracefully in the summer air.

You're my flower, my rosey scent that makes me miss you dearly, this feeling's so rare. Every waking hour I want you to be tgete,  listening to your whispers, telling me you care.

Through a kiss and through a cuddle, I will hear all your troubles, I will laugh with you and make you free, just love me darling and immerse yourself in me.

I won't ever hurt you, nor will I fail, supporting you faithfully in everything I can.

You're the one Paul my heart hungrily craves, why are you resisting? You know you want to share!

Share your life with me, give me your soul, make sweet love to me, this righteousness will grow.

Tell them I am yours and you are all mine we'll live in joy together intertwined in a sacred love.