Blood parade

It's been another bad day
And I want to wipe the pain away

So I take my blade
And start to make a parade
Of blood droplets
Down my arm

I watch them fall
And mix
With the salty water
Racing down my face
From my eyes

Next thing I know
I wake up
Realizing I didn't go through with it again

I'm in my bed
Looking up at the ceiling
Wondering how many more painful days
Will it take for me to go through with it