These Feelings

I feel like I’m on a plane that’s taking off

cause my stomach is constantly dropping

cause my heart is constantly stuttering 

and my head is freely spinning

when in reality

I’m only talking to you

this entire feeling is some other worldly planet that I’m on

why would you wave at me?

Now you got me so gone

I can’t explain what’s wrong

or why I waited so long

to say I liked you all along

I can’t explain the nervous rush

when you notice how I always blush

or when I realize that I have a crush

I don’t usually do this, you know 

but I would wear my heart in my wrist to show

that your smile is better than a kiss alone

or a red, budding rose

or a love that grows

why would I keep my mouth closed

as soon as these feelings arose 

why is my heart always eroding

when I think of us hand holding

or when I think of our lips closing

that open space between us

I’m mad that you make me feel this way

but I’m still not about to play as if thinking of you doesn’t make my day

I can truthfully tell you that my heart always flies

when dreaming of you and those kind brown eyes

if a dream is a wish your heart makes

then I’ll admit that I’ve been dreaming since I’ve met you

crazy since I left you

wondering if I should let you know that I can’t forget you 

I get frustrated every time a try to hide it 

cause I know that these feelings are probably only one sided