Dear Noone
I wish I could erase you from my mind
Now I see I spent these years left behind
Blinded by fantasy
Kinded by poetry
Not for me
Never be!
Who were you?
Who were we?
Were we?
Was it me?
I was not
I am not
Cannot be.
Empty vessel
Fill me up!
With your powerful beautiful hopeful
Lies
Vacuum soul
Kiss of life
Kiss of death
Already dead
Why raise me from my death?
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
It is fine
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
At least it's mine
Tears cry
Heart sigh
Passer by
Let me die
All you were
Ever was
Passer by
Kiss of life
Powerful beautiful hopeful
Lie
Give up
Gave up
Feared
Despised
Oh noone
How I wish I could erase you from my mind
How I wish I could accept I'm left behind.
Yours Sincerley
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Neverwas
- Author: sylviasearcher ( Offline)
- Published: August 6th, 2018 04:02
- Category: Unclassified
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Comments2
That took me back to one of my first (ish) writings called my cliff. I felt so alone even though I had so much, nearly every day I'd cry before and after sleep if I got any.
I guess it was passing my loneliness and although I still felt it, I slowly became friends with myself and did what I wanted to do and express all I think and feel.
Just keep writing and never stop doing new things that you know you should
Thanks Dan.
I suppose when I wrote it I felt sad but maybe even angry?
Connection has evaded me most of my life so I suppose it is about loneliness but also the hurt when someone connects with you on what you think is a deep level and then erases you making you realise even harder than before how alone you are.
I prefer the company of trees and birds to humans. They demand nothing of me.
Thanks for reading 💜
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