Those Lonely Days

Those days and those nights

When I sat on that floor 

SCREAMING to myself how I couldn't take it anymore

Raised the sharp blade, to my sad skin 

Cutting deep so I can feel the pain 

That's really from within

Taking those pills, way overboard

SCREAMING to myself I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE

Crying all the time on how empty I feel

Blood stains on my clothes, when I come to what's real  

Bawling on the floor 

Squeezing my nails in my skin 

once more

Leaving scars on my body 

for the sadness I could no longer endure

Feeling the pain strike my bones 

as I open that bathroom door

To do it all again if a single tear hits the floor

While my blades SCREAM COME BACK FOR MORE 

Those lonely days, Those lonely nights

When all my soul tried to do was fight.