I've made a crappy bed

A letter to anyone with time 

Dear reader,

I sleep in a crap bed.

I've made many decisions its no mystery I'm a fool

I live at home, I'm 19 and I'm still in high school

I keep telling myself "this is the year" but I still don't know yet

I still have my doubts , I'm not willing to bet 

But I'll give it my all, because what have I got to lose

I don't want to keep my crappy job I'll probably blow a fuse 

But I'll put up with my job until my education ends 

Because I alone made this crappy bed.