Broken Hope

When you come 
I shall refuse
I don't want you
There's nothing to choose

Stay away
Do not come near
Come to me
And hold me dear

You I despise
You I admire
The hell with you
And this internal fire

You lift me up
You tear me apart
What will be of me
And my fragile heart

When will I learn
When will I realize
I am nothing but a toy
In your haunting eyes

I'm on my knees
Please embrace me
All I want is you
Can you not see?

You make me hope
Then you make me die
But I come back to you
Never asking why

I am fragile
I am broken
Please do not take me
Simply for a token

Please just come
This time be true
It is the only way
I'll give myself to you