I want

I want to be near you
to bask in your glow
to drink in that light
And feel the ease you bring

I want to listen to you
to hear you talk
to lose myself in the sound
And forget the passing time

I want to kiss your skin
to trace every line of your body
to count each freckle
and feel you pressed into me

I want everything that you are
and all that you will be

I want you

But I know you dont want me
Not like I want you too
I've been trying to fool myself
Pretending that it's different
But you don't look at me
The way I look at you
All you really want
                                     is
                                          her.