Clarity

Clarity is everything I have
It nested itself in my bones
It's the reason I don't care what others think anymore
The reason I want to be the best I can be and the reason I know the best me isn't any better than the worst me
It's why I want to walk in the world and listen to the sound of life and be the sound of life for those around me
Clarity is why I want to laugh and cry and show everyone who I am because I am not ashamed
Not anymore
It runs through my veins and I am clarity
I am a good person
I deserve to be happy and I know that now
I want to live because it's true
Everybody lives but not everybody lives
Clarity used to come in bursts, few times I truly understood this world but it lingers now
The clarity,
and it's everything I need