Love Without Reciprication

I can’t help to be in love with you
Always
It’s involuntary
It’s without thought
You’re the only thing I think of when I wake up
You’re the only thing I think of when I try to sleep
I want to forget you more than anything
But the more I try the harder it gets
I’ve played the field
Opened my mind
But your in the back of it every single time
It’s like an addiction
But it’s more than physical
More along the lines of genuine and spiritual
I’ve let go
Although I’m still infatuated
But I’ve realized my chance has disintegrated
So I’ll accept it, but feelings don’t disappear
Funny that losing it is the only feeling I fear