Live day by day

I remember when I was a little girl 

How I loved to twirl and twirl

Twirl in circles, twirl my hair 

pure and innocent without a care

I wish I could go back to that time

With all my family there

I soon grew up and lost my innocence

Saw the world in its dark shadows

And it’s lack of competence 

From age 14 

My perfect safe world was broken

Through adolescence i decided to focus on writing my own little chapters

The world is better when you control the raptures

I Learnt that life can be so cruel 

I Learnt in time to forget the rules

Now I live day by day

Because time can make you lose your way

I don’t think anymore about tomorrow 

Next week or next year

I find it causes anxiety instead of cheer