.The Door To Our Memories.

I struggle to hide my emotions at night,
My inner bruises get revealed.
The swarm of darkness that seeps into my skin starts to expose how I really feel.
And so I unfold my enveloped thoughts,
Analyse my true feelings
Rematch my swollen bruises from when people have left me bleeding
Open the door to where my scars are kept
See the scratches that you’ve kissed
Watch as the scars begin to close up from the thought of...
Your eyes
Your hands
Your lips...

I open the door to our memories
Go back to the place it all started
Laugh hysterically at the words spoken when parted
Flick through the times we spent together,
Trying not to over interpret what they mean
Watched the memory until the end
*click*
Do you wish to replay scene?

I close the door with your initials
At the top labelled “ongoing”
Shut the door tight, no further showings
Peer back at all my other door of memories
These labelled “complete”
Reminisce of when they ended and how I felt utter defeat
I remind myself that all things come to and end, and even though they do
I’ll always cherish the memories I’ve made with you.
You’ll come alive when my eyes close shut
Every moment we’ve spent
Every day

Even if this, right now, is just another memory I’ll soon have to keep locked away.