Can’t Believe I’ll Fry For This

I can't contain wish I could
I'll just re-strain and say I should
Change this bad state I’m in
Cleanse my soul release this grip
Went to church on Friday night
No one came till Sunday light
Bless me father for I have sinned
I can't believe I'll fry for this
My skin always in need of something
Wanting waiting debating suffocating
In search of  love and gods approval
This anger is burning Like wildfire
Ashes surrounding me like a desperate liar
Talking ranting spiting biting my flesh
For in silence of me no bliss
Forgive me father
I can't believe ill fry for this
Here and now confessing all my sin
Screaming out for a chance at redemption
This quiet and calm here resides
Quiets my restless storm inside
The darkness fades and the sun awakes
Free from all things that only take
Dragging me down with a violent smack
I hit the ground and never came back
Can’t believe I’ll fry for this
Someone saved my life tonight
Brought me back to the light