stained hearts

my heart is orange glimmering with stains of blue
i get a new blue stain every time my mind wonders to you .

Once my heart was stained
With a rainbow of hope
I stabbed myself and the rainbow drained
Charred black left with only darkness in scope

Is stained with promises we could not keep,
with dreams of a future we did not fulfill.
But first and foremost,
my heart is spattered with silver hope.

And through the black-stained
Sea of grief
My sunken smile learns
That broken shades and waves of blue
Is where my spirits yearns