"Too Many, Too Much"

There is no real answer

For how to live our life

Nothing really matters

Causes such strife

We beg and plead to know

The thing that isn't there

What is this about

Why aren't things fair

Some think they see

The true path to take

But one explanation

Makes everything break

There is no real point

In believing in more

Anything is possible

Beyond the closed door

So why limit ourselves

Afraid of being wrong

But nothing's concrete

No place to belong

Just live your life

To what you know is here

Cause wasting on a chance

Brings only more fear

I'm so scared of dying

Without really living

That I hold myself back

Never forgiving

Why is it wrong

To love who you choose

I'm not causing harm

Yet I'm destined to lose

Only a few years

If I choose one side to take

But anything can happen

My life is at stake

I keep going around

Trying to pick the best one

When both have the chance

Of ending with none

I’m still at a loss

And probably will be

For the rest of my life

Cause that’s being free

I know I’m not alone

When I mention these things

For people all over

Feel there’s too many strings

What’s with the choices

There are way to much

I wish it was easy

With just one to touch

The world is your oyster

That’s what they say

Not sure what that means

Wishing one way

I used to be clear

About the things that I want

Scared of screwing up

With nothing to flaunt

I guess that’s just life

And I should stop trying

I’m going insane

Nothing applying