Call me by your name

Call me by your name, And I'll call you by mine,

Allow me to breathe you in,

We have plenty of time,

We can ease into all of this,

It's no rush,

Your not a plain person at all,

So pain is a given,

It all starts with hugs and kisses,

And ends with slaps and gripping,

Throwing of lamps, 

Fighting over everything,

I saw your darkness and turned my cheek,

Until my cheek got a burning feel to it,

Our feet touching under the sheets made me forget who you are,

The feeling was so organic,

The pain was so riveting to say the lease,

The scratches I left on you good and bad,

The hickeys I gained from you,

It pains me to say this but I hate you,

You know the worst sides of me,

I know your best,

I was known as the good girl that goes to church,

You were the asshole who never gave a fuck,

Then I saw the smirk,

And you found all of my quirks,

I always believed people couldn't be all bad,

You proved me right,

Our love is like all the things people can never agree about,

Notice I said is instead of was,

Because you're the first thing I think about,

When I see you it as if someone punched me my chest,

You make me want to scream at the top of my lungs,

Damn it you're so frustrating,

I want to take a knife and carve out my heart,

 Maybe if it's not in my chest I won't cry,

Maybe I can manifest into a fighter instead of a lover,

I can feel as free as a dove and still be in pain,

I don't think I want you back I think I just want you to say my name,

Even if it's across a field,

Call me by your name,

One single moment of you is all I need.