COUPED UP

As I write this I have to literally swallow to hold my food down

The anxiety that feeling I always run from but surely always finds me

I don’t know what to do

Its funny because I’ve felt it so many times now

Love can make you sick

I let you go trusting that you would come back to me

I let you be yourself trusting that you were who you said you were

We fought about it

You made me feel bad for telling you how I felt

How I cared

Would you let the person you love drown

Then why just stand by and let them 

We are we so quick to give into old habits

A line can feel just like riding a bike you never forget

You’ll never be looking for it either 

That’s what you said to me

I looked in your eyes

I see myself in you

I try and tell myself it’s just a mirage

I know better though 

You can’t bullshit a bullshitter

I love you

Im trying to

I think I do

My heart tells me 1 thing

The mind is always there to ruin the fun though

Next time you want to prove a point to me

Don’t try to fight fire with fire

You’ll get burnt