he still has my key..

he still has my hearts key

he left first mentally but my body was the first to flea

i just needed reassurance and a person that could try to love me, that’s the person you couldn’t be

thats the person in you that i tried to see

but the deeper i looked i found nothing but emptiness 

i want to love someone with ambition and love awareness 

i fall in love too easy

my mind creates a better version of what he is when he’s gone and busy

but when he comes back i’m disappointed with what i feel

i need the band aid ripped off, but i cant help but slowly peel

you could’ve been my everything 

i brought you my love and attention but you had nothing to bring

my heart will continue to sting 

and my mind will continue to sing

and my heart of gold will continue to bling