Set Me Free

Unmasking these opened wounds.

Wishing these feelings would end soon 

What did i get myself into?

I always feel helpless the feeling is infinite 

Some days I’m okay, others days I’m not feeling it.  

I wish i was numb i wish i was somnolent.

I have happy days but my bad ones are dominant. 

I speak nothing of my presence, nor of my affliction.

People feed off my pain it’s like their addiction 

I tell people nothing with no hesitation. 

I seek relief and i seek consolation.

I wish on stars, every constellation.

But there’s one issue here’s the complication...

I have no idea what I’m wishing for...

like a lost mail man going door to door. 

The pain it lingers

From my chest to my fingers 

I listen to music and iconic singers 

I put on a mask to hide my low spirits

Im scared just to speak up cause no one would hear it.

It’s like I’m battling against myself

no one can understand and no one can help.

I wish it could go away, i wish it could melt.

But all i can do is sit here heartfelt 

I expect them to evaporate 

Or soon Ill precipitate 

I want it to leave before it gets too late.

I’m slowly breaking down like the rocks in the ground.

These feelings get stronger when no ones around having good and bad thoughts.

I’m lost then I’m found