I'm Complicated

I'm complicated.

On a scale of 1 to a 5 yr old me doing laundry trying to fold my mothers bra because I don't really know how it's supposed to fold.

Ngl I'm 20 and still don't know how it goes.

I mean really do you hold it like a ball or try to fit the two into one another even though they're opposites and it just doesn't sit right?

Then what about the straps and strings attached? Do you just leave them lying there? But they get all tangled so do you cut them off so that it fits better?

Like, I don't know, yo. Someone help me!

Yea so on a scale of 1 to that I'm a 5 yr old me doing laundry trying to fold my mothers bra because I don't really know how it's supposed to fold.

I mean really, how am I supposed to fold?

Do I let these pillows of dreams from my clouded mind wrap around and hold me in a ball because we all know they're too big for me?

Do I let the person I am around everyone else fit into the person that I really am knowing they're the opposite and it just doesn't sit right?

Then what about the straps and strings attached? Do I just leave them lying there knowing I'll get tangled into something I don't want to be? Or do I cut them and watch myself fall apart?

I don't know, yo, someone help me?! And don't even get me started on thongs