Lost

You can see it clearly..I'm not ok..just struggling to get through the day..You can't save me but you do help me get by..I'm standing compleatly still as the time flys..everything is moving around me..I'm just stuck here in the middle..being caught up in the waves of life as my tears drizzle..I can't stop wanting to be someone else..to just not be me..I wish I could feel happy again and compleatly care free..but that comes with a price..one I'm not ready to pay..so this thing called life I'm still willing to play..hopefully one day everything will change but for now I'll stay locked in my head..trying not to feel trying to get passed this dread.