haunted dreams

it's nice Florida day with some beautiful weather. 

I don't know what's going on I never felt better.

I could walk and talk and breathe this air forever.

I don't want to leave i don't want to leave

 I never had a chance to say I'm the happiest when we're together. 

I'm in  a grassy field just smiling.

it been years since I seen you how you been.

I haven't talked to you in forever can you still consider me a friend.

no words are said were just holding hands 

I don't even care I'm so happy too see her my mind just expands.

Like wow where you been, I love your hair, you..  look at those eyes it's real you're real...

But then I wake up 

fuck! fuck! Fuck!!!

Theres no way I was dreaming no no no friggin way

like I saw her vivid as a clear day.

I haven't seen her since the 3rd grade. 

like it's been 7 long years I still  get butterflies for her she wasn't even here.

and ever since that day I Slept in fear.

because you haunt my dreams making my heart fall to my stomach when I wake.

I don't know but I'm sure it was obvious but I had a crush.. 

and it's been about 11 years but I still feel the rush.

I haven't seen you since but I feel empty like you were  a part of me.

every now and again you still haunt me.

like with the look of your eyes you dug deep in my skin.

Like it's creepy as fuck like I'm creepy every time  you appear all I think is Kara Washington.

But I realize my name was long  forgotten.

maybe one day well have a mutual friend and my name will be tossed in.

 but till then I wake to heart aches 

To she who haunts my dreams.

 you stole my heart and put your image in it's place.

Fill my brain with memories we never had 

I never been so happy and sad then when I see your face.

cause I'm dreaming....