Soulmates

Always a strange and funny word

As if anyone could be destined for me

The thought of true love a distant fantasy 

I push on in this world alone

Not able to express how I feel

As I struggle with these thoughts in my head 

Not able to find the right words

How to explain these thought

How to ask for help

I stare longingly into the hole knowing it’ll never be filled

As my story starts it ends as well

Not knowing how to make sense of this world

Two personalities constantly fighting for control 

How could somebody love me

When I’ll never love myself 

The idea of The One is absolutely impossible for me

But don’t freight I’ll be okay

For my heart has always been broken