Marooned On An Island Of Nihilism

After a lifetime
(pronounced like millennium),
where tenacity futilely braced
psyche deeply purpled,
hellishly, and lethally

traced resulting scars -
jackknifed, emasculated
cruelly chaste
sexuality expired, lapsed,

and petered out testosterone
begone to waste,
and how this abased
bereft of eroded optimism,

nee faith no more - erased,
solitary carbon based animal
coalesced into countless
foreborn generations

(glommed Homo sapiens
salient survival skills)
mortified, putrefied, and
stagnated toxic brew

quaffing poisonous
score peon - composite gin,
barley distilled, exiled,
and fragmented

human encased
faculties doggedly
catapulted, with haste
squandered genetic inheritance

kamikaze potential
apathetically plundered, akin
how Hindenburg plummeted
like led zeppelin,

(scare way to craven)
his foghorn emitting distinctive
Semitic bulbous
shofar shaped schnozzle traced

analogous to decrepit son -
dialed helpline to late
promising lad once vaunted
lauded, and

deemed hereditarily, -
he busted great expectations
quintessentially, psycho
socially, and opportunistically

lineage noble storied
standing déclassé debased
forced to take stock at aging
non-thrilled man

in the mirror
haggard heavily creased
doughy paste poker face
(born that way)

blankly stare ring back, spaced
out, no longer boyish,
but gray bearly grizzled,
flecked, and etched stubble,

scraggly unkempt whiskers
discombobulated
straggly matted hair
limply drape stupefied noggin

utterly disc graced
countenance eye spy
crows feet laced
blotchy complexion re: placed

once smooth skin
donned dawning senescence
amplification trumped
"NON FAKE" crudely
aping scrim age lost
fight of his life.