Sleep Tight

Psst... cough*

what you thinking 

you shut your eyes to sleep but they open just as fast might as well have been blinking.

don't worry.

i dont know why he left but if he knew what is good he would be back in a hurry. 

Don't hide who you are 

those are apart of your naked body even the mental scars.

I'm not one to judge that's the job for the jury 

I'm mentally sick nothing man made can cure me. 

good thing you were made by gods or robots whatever you get the point. 

wait what he's back ohh I'm glad your path re joined.

whispers* please don't go

what she said? 

whimpers*... coughs hmm mhmm sorry I was going over something in my head.

oh what were you thinking...

she waited I stared blank my eyes couldn't shut I even tried blinking

uhhhhh...  cars!! you know green light means go

and red is stop yellow slowdown you know

and.. ohhh she says akwardly I might add. 

anyway thanks for showing your support we should do it again and go over all the good times we had 

she said like I would ever see her again.

ya totally I said with a cracked voice umm we will do that fri..eennnnd.

I said it slowly I said it soo slowly

maybe if being around her didn't feel like heaven 

maybe I wouldn't feel like dieing her presence damn near holy.

states in his mind: 

Please don't leave I'll be the only pea in the pot.

and who will be with me at our spot

on Fridays at 8 o clock

where we sit and talk on how people are stupid as we laugh and watch the world raught. 

wait it's Friday...

hey! 

yes she says 

I was wondering cough*

she interrupts and says she has to go

But it's Friday the spot and world raught and  and...

I guess she forgot..

it's now 10 30 pm and I'm in bed 

The day replays in my head 

I just want to forget my eyes open close 

one day after the other just waiting for the second I doze

alone at night

I hope you eyes close and you rest well for the both of us sleep tight.