simple things

nothing beautiful last forever

maybe that's what gives it it's value 

I always wonder how to make someone smile

I haven't found true happiness have you?

I don't have an answer maybe you can find one in this.

I'm still on the lost road with no purpose 

at least I found you people

you make things better even when it's just us.

I'm alone and it's no secret I hate it

I don't know where I'm headed in life but maybe one day I'll make it.

If I die here is what I want to bring.

The memories that made me the happiest and thateas just the simple things.

a list of many things here's the starter

my parents splitting but the younger me feeling excitement to see my father

I still feel it and not soul could steel it.

And all the games and life lessons and life confession i had with my brothers. 

Also all the love from my mother 

even when I punched a hole In the wall out of frustration.

I'm not a normal kid and I can only express how much you mean to me through word representations. 

simple shit like j cole chance the rapper and Kendrick my musical inspirations.

I have one life I hope one day someone will share these creations.

Simple tastes like pizza candy or liquor

and all the late nights talking and days playing with my sister.

I won't forget the night we really met

you gave me goose bumps on the Inside a lot of people focus and bad things but I'll rember the good too about Liset. 

I don't how long this list will extend but it's for all those close to me more like family then friends.

Mike Hector Jose champs Austin Ashen Crow Antwan Ryan

josh Brenen or Brenda 

so much stories to tell on how I met ya but it's no game 

I'll remember  you for life here's more names

Daunte Kieran Twan Gavin 

here's for the rough days we had and that were having 

shout out to Raiders football team never forgotten too manny names just to be tossed in. 

And never forget the wrestling team 

never forget I'm here for all you even after death you know what I mean. 

A life with all you in it  is better than any dream. 

One of the best jobs i had I mean it was shitty work

but meeting you all was the best perk.

Adi Kenia Beto Tim and all you other fuckers.

new list and if your not here yet don't be pissed I remember everybody so don't throw a fit. 

These for the ones that make me feel less alone now days

7000 miles away from home with low pay.

my brothers San Andreas Ugi Reynaga Wooteen Stanley Garcia  Jaron Rodriguez Ruiz Y la familia. 

there is many more but I'll save you for later 

Why is being alone harder and death seem easier that's the question I have for the creator.

It's been years seen I have been shoved from them

my full family my uncles nephew aunties and cousins.

to all of you I love you for all of you I drop my pride 

When I'm gone promise not to 

forget me and let's met on the other side.

all you need to bring is the simple things.