Why.

You touched me, I said no. Why?

You said nothing happened. Why?

The DNA said you lied yet you asked for a lawyer. Why?

You lied under oath. Why?

You made me look like mad woman. Why?

You let your barrister dig into me. Why?

You cried in the docks. Why?

You deceived everyone. Why?

All these questions I beg for an answer. It leaves my days wondering, fantasizing, wishing. That you, for once be honest. Understand my dearest wishes and answer them. But you hold them close to ignore them, to dispose of them. Because you know what happened, you saw, you did. But yet you pretend not to know.

I went through vaccinations, medications and tests to make sure you weren't a physical threat. But mentally, you squirmed, your crawled, you embedded into my mind. To make sure I wouldn't forget.. 

I damn you, fully, heart and soul. Until one day your twisted lips speak the three words I beg for. I did it...