Cease Fire

The rage of human envy is collective and it's real

When we are pushed to our boiling points by the nagging persistence that comes from energies outside of ourselves, it becomes a sign that their sick idea of success has been achieved...

With me, I can say that I deal with very strange things all the time...

It is hard to tell if it is because they are jealous of my many admirers or for my uncanny knack of stacking the Benjamin's up high..

So, my hard earned money vanishes into thin air somehow, and the one who suffers the consequences is me..

So what?

Wow, I could see if it was me approaching, thus, disrupting your day...

As long as it becomes my loss, you bitches are sickeningly gratified..

Well, guess what, I lied to all of you every time that I said that I cared...

That lasted for merely a moment in linear time..

So, tenfold become all of my blessings, much to their shagrin..

I got out of the game, and it was not even close to easy...but what's the point in playing a game that you already know you will win.?

It is over and done as are the likes of all of you..

I am not required to tolerate your same old bullshit in any sort of way..

You have all been forgiven...so give up...cease fire!

I am outside of your tangled little web now hunting down things that hide under rocks to toss in your web and rip you to shreds...drain your blood...eat you...

You are the mess you wove yourselves like you were trying out for the lead in Charlotte's Web.

When your brain waves crossed your wires with the currents of Mother Earth..

I am Nuit, the Egyptian Goddess giving birth to all of the particles of the Universe..

I have rehearsed this blessed moment in time for centuries and light years

I have not many fears if even one...it is hard to tell the difference between intuition and fear 

I feel like I am right where I belong because my blood was as his was and my faith has forever remained steady and strong

I am grateful for everything, even my losses...as much as my gains, well maybe not as much , but also

Grateful for what remains stationary like it belongs there , grateful for feeling I belong somewhere once again

The whole world lies at my fingertips and at the tips of all of my toes, who have been completely denied of the Asian retreats I once could afford...I ignored my true duties then

I am here to gather up my long lost children to take them all under both of my ancient, golden wings..

By the time it comes time to take them all with me and return to my native land in the south west , I may be able to fly the fucking airplane myself...

I see no reason why not..I can do anything that I desire, as long as I do my part on the material plane as well

I have never really believed there is some other place called Hell, and the Heavens have never been a singular space...

Time and place run parallel 

All of their circle jerking around, hopping  around like moronic bunny rabbits on crack all around me is History, incorrectly told tales of what took place in the past 

I will leave all of you in your shambles, choking on my dust

Gone, without memory

No trace of any of you shall remain

I am done

I am so pleased that I have been so popular in your sick ideas of fun for far too long, take care now..

I am nothing at all like I used to be...not even a little bit

You all could have quit ages ago..you should have saved all the energy that you have wasted chasing after mine for yourselves, as you normally would..

But, it looks like you've spent  all of it on wanting to be me..

Here, I will pen here my big secret ...two words only of my advice and here it is, are you ready....?

"just be"...

11/18/2018