New

So there is this dark place I think I'm about to enter

And I can't say I know my way out

But that's kind of the point, isn't it?

Going somewhere new

Experiencing something different

Being on my own

I only ask to know the worse

But it's limits keep expanding

I now change my request to go back

If I remembered where that was

It's not home

Here is not home

My one fear

that nowhere will feel like a home

that no one will make it home

I didn't want to miss anyone

But I miss the light 

I need to remember what I look like

before I forget myself 

the places I've been

and you 

and them.