I + Make + Believe ...It was me !!!!

Its make believe time

Lets make believe everything is fine

Lets close one eye

The other eye is blind

Lets pretend its the future

In I have been initiated as father time

I want to go back

To the day I was blindside by faith

The day I lost my eye sight

I also lost my way

I looked in the mirror to see tomorrow

I saw today

I looked outside to see the sunset

I realized it was the end of today

I lost a lot of time trying to find my way

Trying to find all the answers to life

I found family members had cancer

Denial had hit me like a ton of red bricks in my head

I felt like a hopeless bastard

with a bald head

I knew all the family secrets

We still greeted each other with pure love

My time was running short

In I needed all the help from above

I closed my blind eye that night in I prayed

I need to see out of my blind eye

I asked the lord to say something to me

A bright light came on in my head

In I seen the light of day was red

I opened both eyes in I remembered that day

I lost my eye

I cried out like a baby

I lied to my mother and looked her in her face

I had to much pride to say I loved her

When I looked down in her eyes

All I could do was hug her

I seen out of both eyes for the first time

I was still blind but in my eye I could see fine

I could finally see the world with some hope

I seen the sunshine in I choked

I could smell the fresh air from the ocean

In I thought how I can love someone at the same time

I had make believe the time

I wanted to see so I seen the future for the first time in my life

I closed my good eye

And make believe I could see with my blind eye

All this time I make believe it was me