Loves dagger, fates power

I keep cutting myself on the sharp edges of your puzzling game

Ever since I’ve met you 

I’ve never been the same

I can’t fall in love without you

I fell for you once and that was it 

How can love be so joyful but also make you feel so shit

I beg you don’t fall in love without me

My heart is incapable of another love

even when I want to break free I can’t

Like a stronger power bounds me to you from the universe and above

When I don’t hear from you

It feels like there’s a space inside me

Without you it just grows 

and deepens daily

I try and fill the void with day dreams

Thinking of being your wife

And having your babies

I wait for your return

And as the time passes 

It feels too long and 

I’m left to crash and burn

It’s so cruel to unconditionally love you and yearn 

But I will continue to wait for you as every page of this sad story turns