Finding Myself

I have been gone for a while,

I tend to disappear every time I feel low,

My energy levels are still low,

Breaks don't work out iI guess,

I have found new passions,

I have acquired new addictions,

I have learnt to love again,

Yet still shy to express my it,

I don't fix broken bridges still,

Guess my ego has overgrown me,

Time has flown by quickly,

Big decisions await me guess the chips are up,

Cold feet holding me back,

Que sera sera whatever will be will be,

the future is not ours to say,

Finals week coming up,

My head held up,

Pulling an all nighter of intense cramming,

That is my strategy it never fails me especially the cramming,