Deep Sleep

Room dimly lit by dying candle light.

Another shot of wild turkey I drink quickly.

The whiskey burns as it moves down my throat.

But the taste, smooth and crisp, that is all I care for.

I look at my watch and I release a sigh.

Again I have stayed up well past midnight.

I promised to never do this again.

A promise I am now going to keep.

Thunder booms outside but I feel no fright.

The rain is falling down heavily.

Before I walk out I remember to put on my coat.

Wind is howeling, the lightning flashing, thunder booming, rain pouring, weather is another thing I won't have to deal with anymore.

The rain hides the tears I cry.

No more pain after tonight.

Walking closer and closer to the bridge overlooking the creek.

My mind is clear as I look down at a wonderful sight.

The water is moving rather swiftly.

The rocks I hold will make sure I don't float.

My arms are open wide like a bird ready to soar.

But, I am not going to fly.

I take one leap and I vanish out of sight.

Ready to finally get some sleep.

The water is all around me but I have no fright.

The stones do their job and help me sink deeply.

I can feel the cold water moving down my throat.

I choke and gag but I will not breathe anymore.

The ones I loved I know will cry.

But my pain ends tonight.

My corpse will forever stay in the creek.