Apologies

I sincerely apologize,

but at what point is it no longer sincere?

at what point does it become reflexive?

i'm sorry for being sorry all the time..

i'm sorry i get sad.

I apologize for the wetness upon my lid.

i'm sorry for what's not my fault

i'm sorry for what is

i'm sorry for speaking too loud

i'm sorry for not speaking loud enough

i'm sorry for not being pretty enough 

i'm sorry for being too pretty

i'm sorry for not fighting back

i'm sorry for being too defensive

i'm sorry for being a pushover

i'm sorry for being too bossy

I'm sorry for not being perfect.

I'm sorry for disappointing you.

i'm sorry for putting my words on paper because i know no other way to express myself

i'm sorry for not succeeding when i tried to leave

i'm sorry for letting go

i'm sorry i almost gave up

but i'm here...

isn't that enough?

i'm sorry for not satisfying you

i'm sorry for saying sorry.. i know you hate it. it means nothing to you.

I'm reflexively sorry for everything.

sincerely,

bunny