All I can

You know I really didn’t plan on writing this but not everything goes exactly how you plan, the one I just published told you all about a hurt man but I didn’t explain if he did all he can, it’s no secret that it was about me and how I got to the point I had to fall on my knees look up to the sky and ask the Lord please, take my pain away I surrender to you, my wife and kids are gone and my life feels like it’s through, I couldn’t act like I didn’t love her even if I wanted to, I’m tired of lying because just like Lloyd all I wanna be is tru, a man can not put all the blame on a woman especially when that man barely showed love to that woman because a woman can only react on the love a man gives back  so why put on a show just for the camera when it’s all just a fake act, that’s the problem I had at one time causing problems at home but telling people everything was fine never giving her attention but on social media flexing that she’s mine looking like I spent every minute with her when I really wasn’t giving her the time so how can I be mad with the current situation when it was my fault I never made her my obligation but now the tables have turned I’m the one alone while she’s having a celebration, but I can’t be mad that she let go of my hand because as a man I’m not afraid to admit I really never did all I can